I RECIEVED THE BEST NEWS TODAY(: Truely, Abba Daddy never forgets. It's not exactly confirmed yet (in reality) but it is CONFIRMED AMEN!! How much better can life get?


I LOVE TODAY for many reasons.

HELLO(: Today is a great day. Chem SPA went oh-so-well(:

Some really absurd things were said today. Something about tables for certain brawn-ish CCAs. Hmm.... WHATEVER.

The Teachers day vid was FUNNY(((((:

Anyways, I'm going a little bonkus. Why? HAHAHAHAHA

I'm looking forward to tmr(: HEARTS
It's the closing ceremony for the Beijing Olympics. It started with a bang and definitely ended with a bang.

Nothing much happened today.

I'll never get to see her again, but thank you little princess you made my day.

Jer, it's high time you get over it and move on. It's no fun anymore.

I'm tired.

I was late for school today.

It seems that every time I commit my day to Him, my day will turn out to be one of the worst days in my life. Why?
Hello, today is low self-esteem day.
So here goes nothing.

I think I have the lousiest personality and character in my world.
I'm not hardworking.
I'm not neat.
I'm not nice.
I talk too much.
I can remember stuff like the rest.
I'm freaking in the banded class.
I don't give constructive ideas.
I suck.
I suck.
I suck.
I'm not what everyone else is. I'm just not.

I wonder why I have friends in the first place. Why would they even want to be near me. Like hello!!!!

I suck in math
I suck in bio
I suck in chem
I suck in econs
I suck in chinese
I suck at project work

SEE I SUCK.
THIS FUCKING SHIT.

Good-for-Nothing? Hell Yeah! World just SHUT UP and bloody leave me alone.
ARROW's REALLY FUN(:

Studied with Denise and Leying today.

Nothing much. Just GET OUT OF MY HEAD.
So, I fell and scraped my left knee today. Why? Don't ask.

I'd be happier if I stayed and watch. Gee, so many things can happen in a day but they all fail in comparison to ...... I hate this part of growing up, it really isn't fun at all.
I'm currently learning how to complete the square now, yes over the internet. Over MSN.









I'm waiting to bath, daddy's washing the plates, and I am drying them later.

Updates about today:

Let's just say that at the rate I'm going, only Jesus can get an A for the chem paper tomorrow. Since I am built in His image, GRACE GRACE(:
Chinese was poof. Shall not talk about it, since my mum has always taught me, nothing nice to say, don't say.
The laptop's really how, just goes to show how long it has been switched on. Wayne you better stop using, or else.... Anyway talk about Wayne reminds me of what Farhanah said today. Wayne messaged me and Far was beside me, she gave me that naughty look "Eh who's that uh?" I gave her the "uh Wayne's my brother" look and reply she was paisehed. I still love her.
I can't wait to study for biology. I mean I will do well for the upcoming test.

To: Ms Ng Mei Ling,
Dear Ms NG,
If i promise to study really hard for promos, can I still go to australia? I really want to go. PLEASE!!!!!!!!!
Love,
Me
Jesus DADDY, I really want to go.
Yeah right, yeah I know, not fair to the rest. Oh well.

Jesus, I want a NEW phone. Not that I don't like my motorola. I just WANT NEW ONE, can call!!!!!

blinkadiblink. Not seen. My little secret.
From today's daily devotional JPM((:.

God Uses The Weak To Confound The Mighty

1 Corinthians 1:27
27But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty;

Don’t despise what seems weak and insignificant to the world. God can use them to bring down the giants in your life!

Nothing beats coming home to a nice bowl of soup boiled by your mummy. YUMMY(: I remember telling her to leave soup for me, it's a comfort food.

Moving on to the crappy part, I'm having constipation. Bet you never want to know that.

So today was pretty much just like any other day. Tutorials! Lectures! Break! Tutorials! yadayada. GP lecture ended early, THANKFULLY. S02 went to do the vid thingy SUPER FUN CAN! Went to study, ewwwwwwww BestFriends' protein shake tastes like.... antibiotics HAHA.

I'm hoping it rains tomorrow(:

I've hopped on into the vicious cycle yet again. One of feeling very small(er DUH!) and really ugly. It's just a feeling, I know. I'm not going to act on it lah. Jerlynn should stare at books not not look at ...... JERLYNN STUDY STUDY STUDY!!
Daddys Cinderellas
Can you see Jesus holding us in His palm.
HAHA(:
MISSES THEM
HCI: people with tasty brains((:
So there the pictures from the Zoo(: Late I know.

Service was great today, had tonnes of fun. Pastor Mark is like the nicest and funniest!
Wanted to but This Is Our God, got something else instead. I really want the song Healer(:

I can't wait to start serving again(I am, but you knoe Jesus)(: After A's!!!! Even better, after Promos when I do well. Amen, Jesus? c'mon c'mon and tell the world about You!!!!!!!!


A chance to get to know you.
I'm poffed-out.

P.E.=P.T.
I managed to miss most of it anyway. I'm still at a silver afterall. Sadly, another 4 cm. bloody sit and reach. WHO CARES ABOUT HOW FLEXI/LONG your hamstrings are. How's that part of finding out how fit you are? TSK. But I must say, I pushed myself this year. Year 2009 will be a "gold"en year.(I better!!! I trained hard and didn't give up)
As usual Muscleman went about playing soccer w/ the guys, while Ash and i cafe-d. NACHOS are love okay. Im in love w/ the silly cafe, all my comfort food.
I went door-to-door for house CIP(: And no one slammed the door in our faces. I can't donate blood(I'm like freaking under weight). I really want too, it's really good for your health. Dinnered at MACs with loveS02 at MACs. On the way there Muscleman and I started singing songs really loudly, to the people who heard us I AM TERRIBLY SORRY. HAHA. OH i found out Muscleman's "attached" to Shid (raise eyebrows).

See how my life revolves pretty much around S02.

EoM): yes i thought i was done, YEAH RIGHT!! MY said it sucked(well to that extent lah).

This is an email sent by Sam months ago. I really love the song anyone has it?

Cinderella
She spins and she sways
To whatever song plays
Without a care in the world
And I'm sitting here wearing
The weight of the world on my shoulders
It's been a long day
And there's still work to do
She's pulling at me
Saying "Dad, I need you
There's a ball at the castle
And I've been invited
And I need to practice my dancing
Oh, please, Daddy, please?"So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh, I will dance with Cinderella
I don't want to miss even one song
'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone...
She says he's a nice guy and I'd be impressed
She wants to know if I approve of the dress
She says, "Dad, the prom is just one week away
And I need to practice my dancing
Oh, please, Daddy, please?"
So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh, I will dance with Cinderella
I don't want to miss even one song
'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone
She will be gone
Well, she came home today with a ring on her hand
Just glowing and telling us all they had planned
She says, "Dad, the wedding's still six months away
But I need to practice my dancing
Oh, please, Daddy, please?"
So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh, I will dance with Cinderella
I don't want to miss even one song
'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

Listening to it makes me feel so loved every time I hear it. My King, my Abba Father loves me so. That he will take up any opportunity to be there for me, to be with me. That my requests will melt his heart. And He knows something the world doesn't know about me. Where else can I find this kind of love? Like what Sam said:

Even when the guy can forget about you, or the guy you like don't notice you, God sees all that you go through and you are a jewel in his eyes. Always. Even if you fall down and fail, even if you are not as good looking as the other girl in class, even if you might not be tall or look like the girls in the magazine. Your Daddy God treasures you.
EoM): I really really dislike project work. I don't really like working with people although I enjoy being round people. I'm kind of a individualistic person? AH! and that assofaperson is constantly asking how to write chinese characters, LIKE HOW ON EARTH AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW. check the bloody dictionary. Singapore government, PLEASE stop making chinese hate chinese. Stop forcing us to learn chinese. I love chinese, hate the way we're tested(or the fact that we are tested).

I REALLY HATE EoM that's why I'm procrastinating, and writing all this crap. Who the hell actually cares about materials?! TSK. Yeah i've got a bad attittude, don't like it? Live with it, else you should just walk out of my life. I wouldn't care.

I've got a GP essay test to study for. Hmmm i wouldn't mind doing that though. Anythings beats EoM.

MAYBE IT AIN'T that bad(:

08S02,
we entered as a class together,
we move up as a class together,
we graduated as a class together.

I'll work really hard to achieve this. (you'll dont know this but you're one of my GREATEST MOTIVATION)
A good friend of mine, NOT James, said that i'm MESSY. I have no idea whether to thank him or hate him. I guess he's right to a certain extent (okay....maybe more). But i'm trying to change okay!!! Old habits die hard. STOP MAKING FUN OF ME. HAHAHAHA

Anyways, I've got so much going on in that big brain of mine. I think my brains swollen with information, thoughts, feelings. JERLYNN SHOULD START SHUTTING UP AND START OPENING THE BOOKS.

Dear Jerlynn's Brain,
Thank you for not dying on Jerlynn. Just one more year, life will be easier, I hope(:
Love, Jerlynn

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Thanks Zhi Xian and vevvybaby(: What you guys said (aabout me having the "cam-make-it-look" really motivates me(: I LOVE 08S02(((((:


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